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You know how when you’re going through something rough and someone from your past turns up and reminds you of what is possible, of where you’ve already been, what you’re capable of, that they believe in you and love you, and recognize your value and contribution to them and the world?

I am deeply grateful for that.

I’ve smoked up all my cigarettes
Beneath the hazy moon
Read some things that made me cry
Reminded me of you
I know I’ve cried a bucket
And I bet you’ve got one too
Wish you could see
What I see, when I can see you

I’ve offered love and freedom
(Within reason) to your soul
You’ve traded it to build a cell
You hide up in that hole
Afraid that you’re not good enough
For all the world to see
You can’t locate your happiness
So your jailer must be me

You want the things that move me
To move in your soul too
But won’t allow you to believe
That YOU are worthy. You.
So you halt my spirit’s singing
With a word, a glare, a threat
And set about to clip my wings
So I can’t leave you. Yet.

You ask me to be happy
In your cage alongside you
You’re threatened by the slightest
Peek outside to see the view
Don’t want you to be lonely
So I sit in here most nights
Pining for my happy friends
And Joy and Love and Light

While you beat yourself against the bars
And poison up your mind
With news and views of imbeciles
With no love for mankind
I can only take so much
Your story isn’t mine
I won’t share your victim’s perch
You see, I’ve done my time

I’ve found a secret passageway
That exists inside my mind
With petroglyphs of a golden bird
Her long wings laced with fire
While right now she may be burning
In a white hot intense heat
She’s not inside a fucking cage
And holding her own key

~ E







Humility.  Courage.  Integrity.  Values.

He wants to be a better man, father, human, mate, and takes the necessary steps to do that.

Every crossroads in your life – every – decision has natural consequences. The more data you collect by observing and learning, the better prepared you are to move in a direction that suits who you are and who you want to be.

This is no dress rehearsal, this is the Big Show. Your decisions carry weight in the outcome of your life. Do you want to like yourself? Do you want to go to bed at night with a clear conscience and a peaceful feeling that you’re doing the best you can, that you’re capable of handling what life deals you? Then make conscious decisions and stop living by default and letting other people, groups, politics, or religion set the tone and pace of your life. No one else is invested in your best outcome or knows you like you do. It has to be You. You have to want what’s best for you, or you’re giving your power away. Don’t complain about the direction you’re going if you’re handing someone else the keys at every crossroads. Take ownership of your life.


Most beautiful Mothers Day ever

Breakfast in bed
Hot baths and candles
Romantic cards
Back rubs
Front rubs


“At some point, you have to stop pushing against that. Pushing against what the Universe is trying to show you. Pushing against the facts that are presenting themselves, in your face. Things can transpire, but holding on for dear life is never part of the formula, it’s a demonstration that you aren’t trusting the universe. When something is meant for you, it comes easily! You don’t have to hold onto it for dear life and hope it does not slip away! The Universe does not make you beg for what is rightfully yours! So, if something is just not sticking to you, if it’s just too difficult to maintain, that is the Universe’s way of telling you that, that thing does not belong in your field. We are meant to have everything that we want, but you have to let it come to you. If you do not believe in the Universe’s ability to deliver, you will never experience the truth of it.”

Originally posted on Twin Flames and Lightworkers: Align with True North, and Fulfill your Mission:

Everything is channeled. “I”, “We”, it is all the same in a unified Universe.

Is this about me being happy, or what??

Fireworks, overwhelming magnetic attraction, chemistry that keeps you feening for more, romance, passionate roller coaster rides, undying infatuation and obsession over an ideal that doesn’t exist, but just won’t quit.

It’s like the ultimate ride. Good, bad and everything in between, being inspired to deeper levels of love than you thought was humanly possible.. well, it just makes it hard to let go. It’s true, Intense connections are something we in inately long for, but they are truly hard to come by. Deep inside, we are all passionate creatures and we naturally want to be inspired to experience the greatest depths of love, beauty and connection… So, when we do experience it, we tend to hold onto it…

We are emotional creatures. Creative creatures, we are made from the…

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No one has ever gone to such great lengths to please me.
He goes out of his way to make it easy for me to relax because he knows I have a hard time shutting off my mind.
Hammocks, hanging chairs, candlelight, moon gazing, soft lighting, wind chimes, music, color…  He gets it.  He gets me.

Body’s workin on empty
Is that the kinda way to face the burning heat?
I just think about my baby
I’m so full of love I could barely eat
There’s nothing sweeter than my baby
I never want once from the cherry tree
Cause my baby’s sweet as can be
She give me toothaches just from kissin me

– Hozier, Work Song

He’s got some pretty cool tricks up his sleeve…


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